I have been feeling a lot of moods that I don’t want to feel.. They say jealousy would only kill your own happiness. But I’d say loneliness and longing does the job better than jealousy..
I don’t want this mood. I’ve never been clueless for all my life. For once, I don’t know what to do. I can’t help but cry every night and feel sad each morning. I’ve been having dreams that are painful to wake up to.
If only there’s a simple way. Not to complicate things. Just to make me happy somehow. Or at least give me a lot of things to do that i can put my mind into.
I don’t know what else to do. But to wait..
why do they always test my patience?
i don’t even know what would turn out..♥